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bliss
5k - one shot
kim doyoung x jung jaehyun
no spoilers!
u just have to read it... sorry...

this fic hurt me in every single way possible i didn't know fanfiction could hurt this much but it's so fucking sad plsplspls read it i cried so much

heaven
14k - one shot
xiao dejun x huang guanheng
major character death
ghost/psychic au, sadness :(

crying this fic hurt me so much idk why fic writers like to hurt me so much seriously it's so sad. ANYWAYS uhhh yeah they're so cute :((( ghost hendery let me hug u please!!!! ily!!!!

take all that is yours
25k - one shot
lee jeno x na jaemin
no archive warnings
angst, college au, friends to lovers

this fic hurt so bad ow... it makes me so saddd wtf sad gay nomin..... :,(

error 143
59k - 9 chapters
johnny suh x moon taeil
no archive warnings
android au, philosophy???

boys and robots and philosophy about the ethics of a robot falling in love... idk what else u could want aside from more updates fr

alpha instincts
60k - 2 chapters
jung jaehyun x johnny suh
no archive warnings
nontraditional a/b/o, angst

immaculate. the flavor, the spice the everything!!! immaculate... also fuck alpha insticts doten all my homies hate alpha insticts doten

dead by moonlight
54k - 5 chapters
kim doyoung x lee taeyong
major character death
spirit au, college au, sad... it's so sad

the only fic that has absolutely made me bawl my eyes out if that's saying anything... it's so good fr though...

come morning light
354k - 15 chapters
multiple ships
violence
haikyuu apocalypse au... it's so...

this fic is so sad 12 year old me was not ready to read it i regret it on every level it makes me sad just thinking about it... my boys...

heaven
705k - 9 works
multiple pairings
non-con, violence
hybrid au, heavy heavy angst

one of my most favoritest things i think i've ever read? idk this fanfiction series is seriously so fucking good please read it now please i beg of u. you won't regret it at all...3 especially lion heart <3

some of my favorite fics

(in no particular order!)

taeyong's hot dad summer
37k - 4 works
johnny suh x lee taeyong
no archive warnings
dilf johnny!!!! also porn a lot of it

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dead by moonlight
54k - 5 chapters
kim doyoung x lee taeyong
major character death
spirit au, college au, sad... it's so sad

the only fic that has absolutely made me bawl my eyes out if that's saying anything... it's so good fr though...

error 143
59k - 9 chapters
johnny suh x moon taeil
no archive warnings
android au, philosophy???

boys and robots and philosophy about the ethics of a robot falling in love... idk what else u could want aside from more updates fr

alpha instincts
60k - 2 chapters
jung jaehyun x johnny suh
no archive warnings
nontraditional a/b/o, angst

immaculate. the flavor, the spice the everything!!! immaculate... also fuck alpha insticts doten all my homies hate alpha insticts doten

icarus falling
104k - 14 chapters
mark lee x lee donghyuck
violence
pacfic rim au, a/b/o

i usually rly don't like a/b/o dynamics as i've said but this fic allows me to overlook that! idk if it's the writing or my brain going "boys in robots... yeah" but i rly rly rly like this fic tbh!

castling
126k - 7 chapters
kim doyoung x jung jaehyun
no archive warnings
vampire au, imagery!!!!!!!!!!!

vampire jaehyun sexy... my pea brain... but omfg this fic is so good and the imagery is fr so immaculate i can't even explain how much i love it and yuta i think is the best character ever...

life letters, living costs, champange kisses
102k/129k/118k - 3 works
dojae, taeten, luwoo
no archive warnings
office au, slice of life, a bit of everything

all three of these fics r so good omg i love them so much <3 office au's r such a serve in my opinion

heaven
705k - 9 works
multiple pairings
non-con, violence
hybrid au, heavy heavy angst

one of my most favoritest things i think i've ever read? idk this fanfiction series is seriously so fucking good please read it now please i beg of u. you won't regret it at all...3 especially lion heart <3